HERE I SIT

Here I sit within this realm, of beings and things I can not explain.
I look around and all seams strange, yet familure all the same.
I think I know where I am but yet not exactly sure, are you
evil or are you pure.
Here I sit within this dwelling, windows,roof and door.
I look around and see the rushes upon the floor.
the shadows move to and throw with the dancing of the trees.
But no excitement do I feel within the breeze.
Here I sit wondering of tomorrow, worried about what will be.
instead of living for today and all that I can see.
I am letting time pass me by with the movement of the sun.
But yet I feel no need to run.
I am growing old with each passing of the moon. I know my
time is ending soon.
I look into my children's eyes and see the passing of the tide.
I follow the rise of the seas and the seagulls upon the breeze.
the gentle rocking of a boat as the waves move it to and throe.
I am searching for the knowledge of what is to come but yet not seeing
what is here and now, I am blind to it some how.
Here I sit waiting for what may be next without feeling life's gentle kiss.
Here i sit wondering yet again on how much did I miss.
　
Michelle Yvonne Kelley.